Losing weight. Ugh! this is a topic which totally dicourages me. I feel like a failure. I mean I try to excersize. I watch my portions...but yet it seems like the story ends the same a 2 steps forward four steps back. ...If I could keep it up..I could  move to the next level. but it isn't, I don't ...thats that..or should I say thats fat. ...I won't drag this horse thru the mud any more..but I really want to look better and feel better.